i’m drunk and my whole body feels numb, but in the good way. i cant decide whether im happy or sad, work is shit, but i had a girl sleep at mine last week and it was really nice and it was kinda like the movies. i wanna live in the movies, like fall in love like peter parker and mary-jane watson, or clark kent and lois lane, that kind of life. i hope that i’ll find what im looking for, that i’ll find the job i want or find a passion that i can pursue. i hope i find someone that i can love and they’ll love and we’ll pretend we’re in the movies together. i dont know when that will happen, i’m not in a rush, i’m 19, i hope to have my whole life ahead of me to find the perfect person that will complete me. you’re out there, i’m yet to meet you. i look forward to when i do.